while i was blog hopping today, i saw a blog of a certain group of people tht made me think of some unhappy experiences before
and led me to think of all the other times i've felt jealously, disappointment, the feeling of anticipating something and wanting sth so badly but ending up with nth etc etc
i'm no sweet angel, nor am i any saint
i still feel a pang of bitterness when i think of it, get reminded of it or see it taking place
wht an ugly side of me ):
but it really comforts me to know tht i always have a great bunch of 死黨s with me
who really make me feel so blessed and loved (:
and when i see or rmb stuff tht remind me of them, all the crazy things we would do, all the wonderful stuff they have ever done for me , i really will start smiling like mad to myself.
よかたね～
みんな、本当にありがとうございます！！！
愛してる！
ok i dunno wht made me type this super weird post but yes, dont mind me.
hahaha.
